SADIA

 The only way i ll be accepted, forgiven, trusted and many more other tags when even just my hair strands are tangled in the order set by them..i have the permission to uncomb my hair just have to be careful how i do it ...it might lead me to lose more than my tangled hair if not done right...i have to be a tamed harmless creature ..yes creature.. paralysing the thoughts makes one scary ...

 My love  Come back to me  It's been so long  My heart is full of the pieces i took from the bottom of other people.... ...they are just pieces...they always were ....i mistook them for what was missing in me Darling...i tried to fit them in me ...now i have cut myself...the edges were sharp...i didn't know...  I want it to pass ...the healing .. because what do I do if not heal ...isn't that the next suffering to heal ...i liked it when it bled...i had some colour at least ..