PACIFIED

 The only way i ll be accepted, forgiven, trusted and many more other tags when even just my hair strands are tangled in the order set by them..i have the permission to uncomb my hair just have to be careful how i do it ...it might lead me to lose more than my tangled hair if not done right...i have to be a tamed harmless creature ..yes creature.. paralysing the thoughts makes one scary ...

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